It was totally unexpected and I didn’t see it coming. Who knows where it will lead or not, but right now at this very moment in time and space, she made me feel so much better about myself. Is it LOVE? Maybe, love about myself would be more accurate. Don’t people feel better about themselves when they are in love.
Like in the movie, “Under the Tuscan Sun,” with Diane Lane, right after having sex with her lover, she screams, “yes, yes, yes!” Or in the other movie, “Brave heart, with Mel Gibson, doesn’t the Princess and they have the sex she pulls her arms down her body and walks aimlessly about, you can just tell she’s in love with William Wallace.
Why is the feeling of being wanted so powerful and the feeling of being loved so powerful? It’s very unusual for me and I could be totally wrong and get the wrong impression of all of this but, I don’t care because until she responds back to me, or hopefully I will see her Thursday at CNW the feeling will still be with me to savor!
Details: Last evening Thursday November 13, I went to a CNW event to see and hear a fabulous woman speaker and author “Ask” Amy Richards. Amy co-wrote Grassroots and Manifesta and numerous articles in feminist magazines. Jennifer Baumgartner and herself really got me started in the feminist movement. So I had to see her, I forgo watching the NE Patriots vs the NY Jets and my men’s feminist group. I didn’t get directions to the Arlington Church but I used my new upgraded cell phone with GPS!
So, I just plugged in the address of the church and walked from Park Street and it took me right there. Cool! Now I won’t get lost as much as I have been lately. :)
After the event I asked her if she was going to take the “T” and after some hesitation, she said she was. We both were unsure of which direction to travel so I went back inside and said we need to go left pointing right, LOL.
Anyway, we talked a short time and at the Arlington “T” stop we parted ways, I gave her a big hug, something I normally don’t do to people I just met but I didn’t want, that hug to stop.
I am hoping she will read this on my web blog, send me an email or just show up on Thursday at the CNW. I gave her one of my purple colored business cards. I was just amazed at how happy she made me feel and whatever happens, happens for a reason. Peace and Love.
